12/26/09 9:44 P.M.

My Dad bought my sister and I be lated christmas presents today :) They are really cool! We got an ipod dock and a new alarm clock...I really need one also, my old alarm clock was a dog alarm clock and when ever it rang it barked lol! It was starting to get really annoying! Lol! :) I love my family sooo much! :) Today I went to the movies with my friend and we saw Avatar, it was pretty good but its was really, really long! Like almost 3 hours long! We saw some other friends but they were going to see a different movie. The lines were sooo loooong! It took us forever to get to the front of the line and then we had to sit at the front of the movie screen in the theatre! When I got home my family and I watched Up hehe for the second time. :) I was invited to the movies on Monday to go see Blind Side but I'm not going to go because I have already seen the movie 2 times and it would just be a waste of money. Well I made it official, I'm defintly going to break up with my boyfriend atleast 2 weeks after his birthday, I would of liked to of broken up with him earlier but I didn't want to do it during his birthday so yeah. Well I'm listening to my new ipod dock (it is also a radio by the way lol) and I'm gonna go now so bye! :D

12/26/09 7:23 A.M.

It is really sad that Christmas is over now. :'( I wish it was yesterday and we were getting ready to open our gifts. For New Year's my family and I are planning to go to Universal Studios and then the Rose Parade, but it kind of sucks because on New Year's Eve we won't be able to bang pots and pans when it reaches 12:00 because we will be staying in a hotel room, also because on New Year's Day is my dog's birthday, like it's literally my dog's birthday, and we won't be back on her birthday until late at night, but I'm still excited for it. My New Year's Resoloution, well actually I have a few, here they are...
1. I want to break up with my boyfriend like 2 weeks after his birthday.
2. I want to get straight A's in algebra for the rest of the quarter.
3. I want to become more socialable with my friends and more popular.
4. I want to be able to go to sleepovers more often and for my parents to trust me more.
5. I want to take care of myself better, look wise.
6. And I want to do great in volleyball for the rest of club season.
Well that's all of them lol, I know there are a ton...Anyway...Do you want to know what I got for Christmas!? :) I will name them all, or atleast most of them :)...
1. chestnut, short uggs
2. new black volleyball shoes
3. a purple, striped sweater from Tilley's
4. a Pink jacket that is tan and pink (i might take this one back)
5. an Abercrombie jacket that is blue and really puffy (i might take this one back)
6. Abercrombie perfume the 15 kind
7. shampoo and conditioner from Bath and Body Works the Sweet Pea kind
8. purple mascarra (which I really needed)
9. a ton of candy and stuff
10. these really cool booty shorts for volleyball
11. two rose accesories that I have been wanting for the rose parade
12. these note cards that are in French that I can send to people (there in French because I'm learning to speak French)
13. this little thing that I can hang jewelry and stuff on, it is like a girl in a dress its kind of hard to explain but it is really pretty
14. Pink lotion and perfume
15. a ton of giftcards and money
16. a silver sparkly bouncy ball :p
17. an Amelia Earhart book and a True Cinderella novel (which is a true book)
And a ton of other stuff that I can't remember :) Well I have to go sooo....BYE! :D

christmas!

MERRY CHRISTMAS! Right now I'm waiting for my Dad and my Mom to get up because i really want to open presents! :) I hope they get up soon! I'm hoping I get uggs but I'm not sure. I think I got a picture because there is an Aaron Brothers present and it has my name on it so i think I'm pretty much positive that its a picture. LOL! :D What do you guys want for Christmas? My friend and I had a party for some of our friends and it actually turned out to be really fun, except that my friend who helped me make the party was really competitive when we played all these games and stuff. I haven't broken up with my boyfriend yet but I will like a few weeks after his birthday, because I can't break up with him right when it is his birthday...that would just be mean! I don't think I'm getting him anything for his birthday because to tell you the truth, I don't like him anymore and I don't want to waste my money on someone I don't like! Anyway I wouldn't know what to get him even if I was getting him a present. It's hard to shop for guys but its really easy to shop for girls, I mean really....JEWELRY!!!!!!!!!!! LOL Anyway well I think my parents are finally up so bye bye! And Merry Christmas again! hehe :)

12/16/09 6:43 A.M.

Volleyball practice was really fun last night, but I felt sorry for my friend cause one of the coaches was picking on her so now I don't really like that coach anymore. I hung out with 2 of my friends yesterday and it was really fun. :) I actually liked doing homework yesterday with my friend. Lol, sounds strange but I know. :) On Sunday night when my friend got back from Shaver Lake or something like this :) she had brought back snow in her truck and her jeep so we had a snowball fight in her back yard LOL! It was sooo much FUN!!! This is the last week of school until Christmas vacation so I just have 3 more days to get through and then I'm done :) Actually it's more like 2 days because Friday is going to pretty much be an easy day. I used to be best friends with this one girl at the beginning of the school year but now I'm not cause she moved on to another girl (whatever cause I don't care about her anymore, she is mean to people) anyway she has been gone from school for a few days and surprisingly there has been no drama :) So me and my friend have figured out that she is the one that causes ALLLL the drama at our school and I'm happy that she isn't here even if it is just for a few days. :) I have to go get ready for school now so bye bye. :)

12/10/09

well the first volleyball practice starts tonight and to tell the truth, I'm a little bit nervous but its just a practice. some girls are really starting to get on my nerves at school, I mean they are my friends but they think everybody likes them and that they are on the top of the world and that the whole world revolves around them and it doesnt! if i could blank i would blank them. got to go get my homework done in time for volleyball practice tonight so bye bye. Oh and one more thing, the school dance is tomorrow but I don't think I'm gonna go cause i don't want to

12/6/09 Sunday 6:48 P.M.

hey i havent talked to you in a long time. I like my boyfriend a lot but I don't really like him, like him anymore...I just want to be friends. I like a new guy now and he used to go to my school but then he switched to different schools after third grade, but now he is going to my school again. He is really sweet and it seems like he is flirting with me more now and he is easy to talk to. I want to break up with him but I don't know how and I don't want to hurt his feelings and I still want to be friends with him after the break up...I need help. I think I'm gonna ask my friend how I should break up with him and even if i should. Well I just needed to get that off my shoulders so bye now.

11/26/09 9:12 A.M.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! :D I'm thankful for my family, my friends, volleyball, baton, and all of the animals in the world... But the thing that I am most thankful for is that Jesus died for our sins and I'm also very thankful for God! :) Today for Thanksgiving I'm going to my Grandma's and Grandpa's like we do every year and afterwards my sister and I are going to stay a few nights to hang out with our grandparents. Well I better get packing so bye bye! :)

11/25/09 8:36 A.M.

Originally our piano lesson was scheduled for today at 10:00 A.M. but now our stupid piano teacher rescheduled our piano lesson at 9:30 in the morning!? I mean seriously??? Even though it is only a half hour distance I'm still mad. So I better go now and get ready for stupid piano because it is in an hour so bye now. :'( And I'm sorry about the dates because I'm positive I'm getting them all wrong except for this one lol.

Mess Up 8:50 P.M.

I know this is silly but on all of my lasts posts have gotten the date wrong. On the posts that say 11/23/09 (except for the one I just put up a few minutes ago) it is supposed to say 11/22/09. And on the post that says 11/24/09 it isn supposed to say 11/23/09. Ok well bye now! :)

11/23/09 8:48 P.M.

Tonight I went to my friend's house for a little bit and she had another one of her friends over also. We played capture the flag the whole entire time and it was really fun! :) We were invited to sleepover but of course my Mom said no. When my sister and I got home we made smores and they were DELICIOUS! :D I wish my Mom would let my sister and I sleepover more, I mean we are growing up and she should trust us more. Thanksgiving is in 1 day and I'm actually really excited. :) I will be spending a few days at my grandma's house after Thanksgiving just to spend time with her so you might hear from me or you might not. I'm really not excited for my piano lesson tomorrow, I thought we were going to get a break from piano for atleast JUST a week but no of course we don't. :( Well I guess its for the best since we have a Christmas recital coming up and I need a little bit more help on my songs. My sister and I are playing a duet for my Dad at the recital and we haven't told him about it yet so it will kind of be like an early Christmas present! :) He is going to really like it because it sounds really pretty! :D Anyway I think I told you everything so I will talk to you later! Bye Bye! :) Oh and I just wanted to say on my last post I made I got the date wrong.... Anyway bye bye! :D For good this time!

11/24/09 2:53 P.M.

I just got from Figarden today with some of my friends and it was really fun. :) And I had really good pizza! :D I saw my boyfriend today at Figarden also but I didn't want to go see him because he was with his family and I thought it was going to be kind of awkward. Do you think this was bad of me? Oh well it's a done deal know. Well I have to go now. Bye Bye. :)

11/23/09 10:48 P.M.

why do people do stuff just to be popular??? I mean really.... dyeing your hair at such a young age.... really??? I just his that is plain stupid. And other stuff like, doing drugs or stuff like that is just plain STUPID! And then there are the followers.... the people who follow the popular girl, copy her and every single way.... Again, stupid.

11/23/09 8:40 P.M.

Hey again! I'm really hoping you guys don't think I'm a friendless loser lol... who sits alone @ home all day just doing stuff on the computer... Well that isn't me! :) I actually just got back from Figarden with a friend of mine and we had an awesome time! :)
I'm starting to like my Mom better and am trying harder to be a better daughter towards her but its hard for me just to ask her if I can go out with a friend or something and I'm TERRIFIED! to ask her if I can have a sleepover with a friend. I don't even bother to ask if I can have a sleepover anymore because I always know that the answer is going to be "NO!" I know I would have more closer friends if I was aloud to sleepover at people's houses more often and have people sleepover at my house more often. I got some rude comments made by my Mom today but I just brushed them off (oh and I also got some made by my sister) :'( and the day i think got better fromt there... kind of. Anyway I have to go so... Bye Bye! :)

11/23/09 11:15 A.M.

Sometimes I feel that my Mom doesn't like me that much and that we get along together as much as Anne and her mother get a long in the book. My mom is always comparing me to my sister and it always comes out saying that my sister is some what better then me, I always get in trouble for something that both me and my sister did... I really love my Mom and I wish we had a closer relationship but I don't know how we can have a closer relationship if she keeps doing this me. I cry myself to sleep sometimes or during the day I just close my door of my room and cry quitely but when something that my Mom or my sister says gets me angry then I'm entitled to speak my own opinion! My Dad always says that my sister and I are aloud to speak our opinion in this house but that's not how it works! When ever we try to speak for ourselves or prove a point we have we end up getting yelled at and sent to our rooms! I wish my Mom and Dad could see this so they would know how I'm feeling but I'm defintly not ever gonna show them this and thats that!

11/23/09 10:05 A.M.

I have been reading the book "The Diary of Anne Frank" and it is soooo touching and that book is the reason why I'm writing this blog and why I started this blogger. Her family is so mean to her and I think it is so cool and so fun to write diarys and just writing in general. I have loved writing my whole life and even in first grade I would write stories for fun and read them to my dog at night. :) I have also always loved reading and when other kids (my friends) talk about hating reading I'm just so puzzled, I mean really??? How can you not like reading!? It is one of my favorite past times! It is kind of weird to me also that I can't read books twice and if I do then that means it is a really good book! Like I would read "Breaking Dawn" twice and the last book in the series of Harry Potter and even "The Diary of Anne Frank"! But I couldn't let say read another Nancy Drew book over again. But there is "1!" (only 1 book) in the Hardy Boys series that I would read but I can't remember the name of the story just this second but I know I have it some where in my room. Anyway I just wanted to share my love of reading and writing with you... Bye now! :)

My First Blog

Hey welcome to my blogger... I have pretty much decided to make this my personal diary for (hopefully) my eyes only. I have made it pretty hard for anyone else to get on to my blogger. So right now I'm going to tell you a little bit about me...
Well I have a boyfriend and he is really sweet and he got me the cutest bracelet for my birthday, it is sooooo pretty. I play volleyball on my school team and on my traveling team, for me it is basically my life. I have a lot of close friends and I love every single one of them! :) I also have a great family that i luv! <3>