11/23/09 11:15 A.M.

Sometimes I feel that my Mom doesn't like me that much and that we get along together as much as Anne and her mother get a long in the book. My mom is always comparing me to my sister and it always comes out saying that my sister is some what better then me, I always get in trouble for something that both me and my sister did... I really love my Mom and I wish we had a closer relationship but I don't know how we can have a closer relationship if she keeps doing this me. I cry myself to sleep sometimes or during the day I just close my door of my room and cry quitely but when something that my Mom or my sister says gets me angry then I'm entitled to speak my own opinion! My Dad always says that my sister and I are aloud to speak our opinion in this house but that's not how it works! When ever we try to speak for ourselves or prove a point we have we end up getting yelled at and sent to our rooms! I wish my Mom and Dad could see this so they would know how I'm feeling but I'm defintly not ever gonna show them this and thats that!