January 20, 2010 3:22 P.M.

hi, um I didn't really have a good day at school and I didn't have a very good one yesterday either, so I might be in a sour mood while I'm talking to you. :( I really didn't like history or science class today and I kind of like lunch. I really like break, but that was pretty much the best part of my day. :( I wish I was danielle because she has like, a perfect life! Perfect boyfriend, perfect body, perfect hobby, perfect family, perfect grades, perfect popularity, perfect friends and let me name the stuff I have...I'm short, I dont have a very good body (if you know what I'm talking about), I'm not aloud to go to a lot of sleepover, I'm not that popular, I don't have a very good or cute boyfriend (thought that's gonna change soon), and I'm kind of good at volleyball... I guess you could say I'm being really negative and comparing myself to other people, so let me be postive and say the stuff I like about myself. :) I might be small but I'm a great digger in volleyball and I'm growing a little bit taller every day. :) I might not have the perfect body on top but I'm very skinny. I might not be best friends with the popular girls but I am very good friends with them. :) I'm aloud to go to some sleepovers but atleast I'm aloud to go to other people's houses. I'm kind of good at volleyball. :) hahahaha :p I think the one thing that is getting me down is that I'm shy...I'm going to pray to God and ask him if he can help me with my shyness and to become more outspoken and talkative and social and have more courage! :) I'm glad I let all of these words that were cooped up inside of me just fall/flow out! :) That might sound weird to you but it sounds perfect to me! :D I'm happy now and that's what I care about and God is glad that I'm happy! I know he is :)