1/22/2010 10:07 P.M.

Hey! I went to my friend's house today and 2 of my other friend were there also and it was sooo much FUN! :) I wish I could of sleptover :( everybody is allowed to sleepover except me and lily and I don't know why my mom and dad hate sleepovers so much!? I'm going to make sure that when I grow up, that I allow my children to sleepover and have a ton of fun with their friends and family. We are only allowed to sleepover usually just during parties and sometimes not even then! I mean, I go to bed at a good time, I have good friends who have good and nice families, and I do everything they ask me to; so why can't I have a sleepover, atleast once in awhile! :/ It is just not fair! And don't tell me that life isn't fair cause I already know that! Anyway, they are just starting to get on my nerves so whatever, I'm going to get my sleepover! I will show you and my family that I will get my sleepover! MUHAHAHAHA! haha jkjk :) But I will get my sleepover...most defintly will i get my sleepover :)

January 20, 2010 3:22 P.M.

hi, um I didn't really have a good day at school and I didn't have a very good one yesterday either, so I might be in a sour mood while I'm talking to you. :( I really didn't like history or science class today and I kind of like lunch. I really like break, but that was pretty much the best part of my day. :( I wish I was danielle because she has like, a perfect life! Perfect boyfriend, perfect body, perfect hobby, perfect family, perfect grades, perfect popularity, perfect friends and let me name the stuff I have...I'm short, I dont have a very good body (if you know what I'm talking about), I'm not aloud to go to a lot of sleepover, I'm not that popular, I don't have a very good or cute boyfriend (thought that's gonna change soon), and I'm kind of good at volleyball... I guess you could say I'm being really negative and comparing myself to other people, so let me be postive and say the stuff I like about myself. :) I might be small but I'm a great digger in volleyball and I'm growing a little bit taller every day. :) I might not have the perfect body on top but I'm very skinny. I might not be best friends with the popular girls but I am very good friends with them. :) I'm aloud to go to some sleepovers but atleast I'm aloud to go to other people's houses. I'm kind of good at volleyball. :) hahahaha :p I think the one thing that is getting me down is that I'm shy...I'm going to pray to God and ask him if he can help me with my shyness and to become more outspoken and talkative and social and have more courage! :) I'm glad I let all of these words that were cooped up inside of me just fall/flow out! :) That might sound weird to you but it sounds perfect to me! :D I'm happy now and that's what I care about and God is glad that I'm happy! I know he is :)

1/17/2010 4:48 P.M.

hey! havent talked in a while, i just got back from a really fun sleepover! :) it was my friend's birthday so she had a big birthday/sleepover party and i had a ton of fun! we played this game called bigger and better and it is when you get a paperclip, you go into teams by the way, you go from one house to another and ask them if they have something bigger and better then this paperclip. our team lost because 2 teams brought people home lol and a dog, all we brought was a sunscreen for your car and this pillow that plays music. we watched some movies also like; year one, the proposal, and the knowing. The knowing was my favorite movie though, i think im going to rent that movie on netflix. a ton of people stayed up until 5:00 but i went to bed at 1:30, lol, i was really tired cause that morning i woke up at 6:30. :/ it sucks, but it was still fun! :) anyway i have to go now so bye, bye! :)

1/10/2010 9:33 A.M.

Hey! I haven't talked in a while! I'm sooo sad :'( we have one more day of Christmas Vacation left. Yesterday I went to a bbq with my friend Taylor, we kind of babysitted these 2 little boys and there friends while we were there. They are funny though so it was fun. :) One of the little boy's friends was a boy we know younger brother, it is kind of hard to explain since I'm not gonna say his name on this website because it is an online diary and I don't want anyone to find out about this sooo yeah. :) We saw 3 of my friends yesterday while we were playing basketball outside, they were riding bikes. There was really good food at the BBQ also! :D My sister, my Mom, and me went out to lunch yesterday with one of Lily's baton friends and her Mom. We went to the California Pizza Kitchen and me and the baton friend were planning this lunch for ever. lol :) Well I have to go because I'm watching a show so bye, bye! :)

1/5/2010 7:31 A.M.

Hey! Last night I went to the movies with 3 of my friends and I actually made a new friend! :) We went to go see "Did you hear about the Morgans?" and it was really funny! Like every scene something funny would come up, there were barely and scenes when nothing was funny! I very much recommend it! :D I'm going to my grandparent's house today and I'm going to spend a couple of days there, I'm excited cause my grandma got a wii for christmas and she has it hooked up for me and my sister to play when we get there. :) My old friend who moved to santa cruz after fifth grade was over, invited me and my sister to go up there for a few days, but I don't think we can because this is our last week of vacation and its such a long trip up there I dont think my mom would like to drive up there by herself. But it would still be cool if we could go up there! We usually go up there every year but during the summer, cause for me the water would be too cool in the winter, but my friend says it is pretty warm. Well I better go pack for the trip to my grandparent's house so bye, bye! :)

1/4/2010 8:04 A.M.

Hey! Yesterday was really fun, I went to Dutch Bros with 2 of my friends. I rode my bike to them because they were at park which was where we were going to meet and I went down 2 wrong streets, got lost, but I finally found them lol! :) I got a hot milky way and one of my friends got a smoothie, the other one had to go. Me and my remaining friend (lol) went to her house and hung out and goofed around, and played on her wii. We were going to go to the park because another one of my friends were there, but my friend was taking forever to get ready so when we were finally about to leave my friend called me and said that they were just about to leave the park, so we just stayed at her house and played on the wii and stuff until she had to leave for girl scouts, and then I left on my bike. Well I'm gonna go now cause I have to go the bathroom lol so bye, bye. :)

1/2/2010 7:06 A.M.

Well happy new year! :) I spent New Year's Eve in a hotel room because we went 2 universal studios and the rose parade in pasadena. It was so much fun! It was surprisingly hot during the Rose Parade and the sun was like beating down on us. There was one really good marching band and they came from Japan or China (I'm not sure), and they were playing and dancing to the song Thriller! I don't know how the musicians were able to play and dance at the same time! It was amazing! One of my favorite floats was a float that had real waterfalls on it, it was a jungle theme, and they had these big gorillas, butterflies, and birds on it...it was just really pretty and it made me want to jump on the float and live there or something. :) Another one of my favorite floats is where they had these dogs and they were sledding down a hill on the float! and to get them back up to the top they had these little doggy houses and the doggy houses are on a line which is pulled at the top by some helpers, and they pull the line until the doggy houses are at the top and then the dogs get out and start sledding again. It was so cute! :) Universal Studios was fun also! One of my favorite rides was the Simpson ride and it was animated so you weren't on a real roller coaster it just seemed like you were, and they showed us a show of the Simpsons that went along with the ride. It was really neat and cool. They also had these special effect rooms where they showed you how special effects worked, one was really serious and it was about fire, and the other one wasn't serious and it was really fun and it was about just different stuff that was cool and interesting to learn. Well that's all I wanted to say so I will talk to you later. Bye bye.

12/26/09 9:44 P.M.

My Dad bought my sister and I be lated christmas presents today :) They are really cool! We got an ipod dock and a new alarm clock...I really need one also, my old alarm clock was a dog alarm clock and when ever it rang it barked lol! It was starting to get really annoying! Lol! :) I love my family sooo much! :) Today I went to the movies with my friend and we saw Avatar, it was pretty good but its was really, really long! Like almost 3 hours long! We saw some other friends but they were going to see a different movie. The lines were sooo loooong! It took us forever to get to the front of the line and then we had to sit at the front of the movie screen in the theatre! When I got home my family and I watched Up hehe for the second time. :) I was invited to the movies on Monday to go see Blind Side but I'm not going to go because I have already seen the movie 2 times and it would just be a waste of money. Well I made it official, I'm defintly going to break up with my boyfriend atleast 2 weeks after his birthday, I would of liked to of broken up with him earlier but I didn't want to do it during his birthday so yeah. Well I'm listening to my new ipod dock (it is also a radio by the way lol) and I'm gonna go now so bye! :D

12/26/09 7:23 A.M.

It is really sad that Christmas is over now. :'( I wish it was yesterday and we were getting ready to open our gifts. For New Year's my family and I are planning to go to Universal Studios and then the Rose Parade, but it kind of sucks because on New Year's Eve we won't be able to bang pots and pans when it reaches 12:00 because we will be staying in a hotel room, also because on New Year's Day is my dog's birthday, like it's literally my dog's birthday, and we won't be back on her birthday until late at night, but I'm still excited for it. My New Year's Resoloution, well actually I have a few, here they are...
1. I want to break up with my boyfriend like 2 weeks after his birthday.
2. I want to get straight A's in algebra for the rest of the quarter.
3. I want to become more socialable with my friends and more popular.
4. I want to be able to go to sleepovers more often and for my parents to trust me more.
5. I want to take care of myself better, look wise.
6. And I want to do great in volleyball for the rest of club season.
Well that's all of them lol, I know there are a ton...Anyway...Do you want to know what I got for Christmas!? :) I will name them all, or atleast most of them :)...
1. chestnut, short uggs
2. new black volleyball shoes
3. a purple, striped sweater from Tilley's
4. a Pink jacket that is tan and pink (i might take this one back)
5. an Abercrombie jacket that is blue and really puffy (i might take this one back)
6. Abercrombie perfume the 15 kind
7. shampoo and conditioner from Bath and Body Works the Sweet Pea kind
8. purple mascarra (which I really needed)
9. a ton of candy and stuff
10. these really cool booty shorts for volleyball
11. two rose accesories that I have been wanting for the rose parade
12. these note cards that are in French that I can send to people (there in French because I'm learning to speak French)
13. this little thing that I can hang jewelry and stuff on, it is like a girl in a dress its kind of hard to explain but it is really pretty
14. Pink lotion and perfume
15. a ton of giftcards and money
16. a silver sparkly bouncy ball :p
17. an Amelia Earhart book and a True Cinderella novel (which is a true book)
And a ton of other stuff that I can't remember :) Well I have to go sooo....BYE! :D

christmas!

MERRY CHRISTMAS! Right now I'm waiting for my Dad and my Mom to get up because i really want to open presents! :) I hope they get up soon! I'm hoping I get uggs but I'm not sure. I think I got a picture because there is an Aaron Brothers present and it has my name on it so i think I'm pretty much positive that its a picture. LOL! :D What do you guys want for Christmas? My friend and I had a party for some of our friends and it actually turned out to be really fun, except that my friend who helped me make the party was really competitive when we played all these games and stuff. I haven't broken up with my boyfriend yet but I will like a few weeks after his birthday, because I can't break up with him right when it is his birthday...that would just be mean! I don't think I'm getting him anything for his birthday because to tell you the truth, I don't like him anymore and I don't want to waste my money on someone I don't like! Anyway I wouldn't know what to get him even if I was getting him a present. It's hard to shop for guys but its really easy to shop for girls, I mean really....JEWELRY!!!!!!!!!!! LOL Anyway well I think my parents are finally up so bye bye! And Merry Christmas again! hehe :)

12/16/09 6:43 A.M.

Volleyball practice was really fun last night, but I felt sorry for my friend cause one of the coaches was picking on her so now I don't really like that coach anymore. I hung out with 2 of my friends yesterday and it was really fun. :) I actually liked doing homework yesterday with my friend. Lol, sounds strange but I know. :) On Sunday night when my friend got back from Shaver Lake or something like this :) she had brought back snow in her truck and her jeep so we had a snowball fight in her back yard LOL! It was sooo much FUN!!! This is the last week of school until Christmas vacation so I just have 3 more days to get through and then I'm done :) Actually it's more like 2 days because Friday is going to pretty much be an easy day. I used to be best friends with this one girl at the beginning of the school year but now I'm not cause she moved on to another girl (whatever cause I don't care about her anymore, she is mean to people) anyway she has been gone from school for a few days and surprisingly there has been no drama :) So me and my friend have figured out that she is the one that causes ALLLL the drama at our school and I'm happy that she isn't here even if it is just for a few days. :) I have to go get ready for school now so bye bye. :)

12/10/09

well the first volleyball practice starts tonight and to tell the truth, I'm a little bit nervous but its just a practice. some girls are really starting to get on my nerves at school, I mean they are my friends but they think everybody likes them and that they are on the top of the world and that the whole world revolves around them and it doesnt! if i could blank i would blank them. got to go get my homework done in time for volleyball practice tonight so bye bye. Oh and one more thing, the school dance is tomorrow but I don't think I'm gonna go cause i don't want to

12/6/09 Sunday 6:48 P.M.

hey i havent talked to you in a long time. I like my boyfriend a lot but I don't really like him, like him anymore...I just want to be friends. I like a new guy now and he used to go to my school but then he switched to different schools after third grade, but now he is going to my school again. He is really sweet and it seems like he is flirting with me more now and he is easy to talk to. I want to break up with him but I don't know how and I don't want to hurt his feelings and I still want to be friends with him after the break up...I need help. I think I'm gonna ask my friend how I should break up with him and even if i should. Well I just needed to get that off my shoulders so bye now.

11/26/09 9:12 A.M.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! :D I'm thankful for my family, my friends, volleyball, baton, and all of the animals in the world... But the thing that I am most thankful for is that Jesus died for our sins and I'm also very thankful for God! :) Today for Thanksgiving I'm going to my Grandma's and Grandpa's like we do every year and afterwards my sister and I are going to stay a few nights to hang out with our grandparents. Well I better get packing so bye bye! :)

11/25/09 8:36 A.M.

Originally our piano lesson was scheduled for today at 10:00 A.M. but now our stupid piano teacher rescheduled our piano lesson at 9:30 in the morning!? I mean seriously??? Even though it is only a half hour distance I'm still mad. So I better go now and get ready for stupid piano because it is in an hour so bye now. :'( And I'm sorry about the dates because I'm positive I'm getting them all wrong except for this one lol.

Mess Up 8:50 P.M.

I know this is silly but on all of my lasts posts have gotten the date wrong. On the posts that say 11/23/09 (except for the one I just put up a few minutes ago) it is supposed to say 11/22/09. And on the post that says 11/24/09 it isn supposed to say 11/23/09. Ok well bye now! :)

11/23/09 8:48 P.M.

Tonight I went to my friend's house for a little bit and she had another one of her friends over also. We played capture the flag the whole entire time and it was really fun! :) We were invited to sleepover but of course my Mom said no. When my sister and I got home we made smores and they were DELICIOUS! :D I wish my Mom would let my sister and I sleepover more, I mean we are growing up and she should trust us more. Thanksgiving is in 1 day and I'm actually really excited. :) I will be spending a few days at my grandma's house after Thanksgiving just to spend time with her so you might hear from me or you might not. I'm really not excited for my piano lesson tomorrow, I thought we were going to get a break from piano for atleast JUST a week but no of course we don't. :( Well I guess its for the best since we have a Christmas recital coming up and I need a little bit more help on my songs. My sister and I are playing a duet for my Dad at the recital and we haven't told him about it yet so it will kind of be like an early Christmas present! :) He is going to really like it because it sounds really pretty! :D Anyway I think I told you everything so I will talk to you later! Bye Bye! :) Oh and I just wanted to say on my last post I made I got the date wrong.... Anyway bye bye! :D For good this time!

11/24/09 2:53 P.M.

I just got from Figarden today with some of my friends and it was really fun. :) And I had really good pizza! :D I saw my boyfriend today at Figarden also but I didn't want to go see him because he was with his family and I thought it was going to be kind of awkward. Do you think this was bad of me? Oh well it's a done deal know. Well I have to go now. Bye Bye. :)

11/23/09 10:48 P.M.

why do people do stuff just to be popular??? I mean really.... dyeing your hair at such a young age.... really??? I just his that is plain stupid. And other stuff like, doing drugs or stuff like that is just plain STUPID! And then there are the followers.... the people who follow the popular girl, copy her and every single way.... Again, stupid.

11/23/09 8:40 P.M.

Hey again! I'm really hoping you guys don't think I'm a friendless loser lol... who sits alone @ home all day just doing stuff on the computer... Well that isn't me! :) I actually just got back from Figarden with a friend of mine and we had an awesome time! :)
I'm starting to like my Mom better and am trying harder to be a better daughter towards her but its hard for me just to ask her if I can go out with a friend or something and I'm TERRIFIED! to ask her if I can have a sleepover with a friend. I don't even bother to ask if I can have a sleepover anymore because I always know that the answer is going to be "NO!" I know I would have more closer friends if I was aloud to sleepover at people's houses more often and have people sleepover at my house more often. I got some rude comments made by my Mom today but I just brushed them off (oh and I also got some made by my sister) :'( and the day i think got better fromt there... kind of. Anyway I have to go so... Bye Bye! :)